"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." -Marilyn Monroe
So, it's been almost a month, 35 days, since I broke my fibula bone. The last few days I have been pretty upset, couldn't stop crying and thinking about negative things. The reason why I made myself being in that kind of situation was probably because I missed my ex and also freaking hate to be a cripple, ALONE. Life has been much more difficult and it makes a huge difference after broke my ankle.
It's been almost two months since we broke up. He is still in my mind. I think of him when I'm alone and at night. Seeing those adorable pictures we were together, and thinking about the memories we'd had, still make me feel lonely and upset. I wish he was there with me, maybe I would've felt less depressed.
This morning, Coco came pick me up and took me to the traditional Chinese medicine clinic. I got an acupuncture, felt better and relaxed afterwards. My left ankle is still swelled a little bit, but I hope it would get better very soon.
After that, we went to Donuts to have some cakes. I've always wanted to eat sweet food since I got injured. No idea why!? We sat and just chill outside the shop and also got some sunshine.
It made me feel so much happier under the sun. I could sit or lie down under the sun for very long time. Plus, it's good for my leg to get sunshine 20-30 minutes everyday in order to get enough Vitamin D.
Anyway, the end of 2014 is coming, I just want to stay in this happy mood, think positive and heal my bone as soon as possible. This is all I wish NOW.
Fingers crossed.
Fingers crossed.
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