Sunday, August 10, 2014

Where is love?


"Life is a balance of holding on and letting go." -Rumi

I've had a few relationships here and there, but haven't had a real, proper one since a year ago. I was an exchange student in Thailand and I've been meeting new people and having fun for six months. I kind of know how to deal with this kinds of very short-term relationships. I didn't get attached to any of them just to enjoy the moment we've spent together. 

After I came back from Thailand in June, I've been dating this guy for almost two months. I am sure that we both like each other but just a little bit confused how the relationship things work. How long should we date? And after how long should we be together? Or, we'd never be in a relationship, that's possible dude. You never know. 

......These sort of things. After all, I'm just very bad at this. 



Well, most of my friends who know what's going on told me that I should just relax, enjoy, keep on having fun and see how it goes. I know for sure! I am, and did it every time. 

I guess, that's say some part of me just not ready to be in a relationship yet, and some part of me want to get serious with this guy but I'm afraid that he wouldn't want to. 



Urgh......

Hopefully this relationship sh*t is gonna get out of the way asap. I don't want to spend one more second worrying about this and making myself uncomfortable. 

But yeah, I believe no matter how it goes in the upcoming months or years, both of us would definitely learn something from each other. Although we aren't together anymore, we would be thankful for different experiences that the person had given us. 

Fingers crossed. 


2 comments:

  1. I've never been in a relationship before, I guess I'm just too afraid to try, but after reading your words, I think I should give a shot. And I love your last sentence " we would be thankful for different experiences that the person had given us " it's so meaningful. :-)

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    1. Hey sweetie, sorry for the late reply! I am surprised that you've never been in a relationship before. You are a cute girl and I'm sure you're gonna meet that special someone real soon. Thank you for always following my blogpost. Good luck! X

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